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Name: Stephanie
Location: Lansing, United States
Birthday: 1/16/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: soccer , music doesn't matter what kind as long as the lyrics take me away, gymnastics, diving / anything is worth trying once except bad things
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AIM:  sc88gl
Member Since:
9/2/2004
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| So this may be my last entry on this thing i'm not sure yet. As i
sit here and type i start to think why am i writing my thoughts here?
Where they can be misunderstood or where someone i don't know could be
reading what my day has been like or what i'm going through. Even I
don't understand whats going on in my life. This summer is the
summer i grow up, the summer i have no regrets in , the summer where
there is no turing back from what I will or already have become.
Whatever I have already become as of this year is going to leave me and
I'm going to become someone you guys never thought you knew..
myself. Not who people want me to be, i'm not going to give
in to the same people who think they know me and what they want to
think about me now is fine i really don't care. I know who i want
to become, I know that i'm confused, and i know i am alone on my
journey. I don't want someone there with me, and that is my own
choice. I know that everything i've done and will do is a result
of my own personality and how i react to others. This is the last
summer of childhood, the last of goofing off or being stupid, do i want
that to end? no but with life theres reality and you have to face it
sooner or later and i'd rather do it sooner so i can understand how to
get where i need to in life. Am i certain i am doing
everything right? no to tell you the truth im scared to death right
now. thats all i know ... I"m scared to death.
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| today my mom met jason.... that was interesting because andy decided to
take his shirt off....enough said. Lots of thinking to do
and decsions to make......
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| Today was ok the fire alarms made my homework load a little heavier but not much. After school me and morgan got sluppees and then after i came home and hung out with rob and jason. that was cool still making plans for cedar point and I'm so excited!!!! we leave thursday and don't get back till friday night!! I can't believe my moms actully letting me go let alone getting the hotel for us. uhhh can't wait only 3 more days | | |
| Sooo today was glorous minus the getting up early leaving morgans house
at like six. I have to say i think i'm prepared for most of my
finals. Tomarrow is graduation i can't believe it i saw jess
today and it was crazy to think that there never coming back. Wow
thats going to be me next year, I'm not completely sure i'm ready or
mature enough but it's coming and i'm going to welcome it with open
arms. I hope that i can leave the high school with nothing on my
mind and at ease with everything i've done there. No regrets
about my past, the relationshps, friendships, and my attitude twoards
everyone. so far i think i'll be fine but you never know what
next year holds. Congrats mally i'm so excited for you! Youre
awesome and i really don't know that i'd do with out you! Next
year is going to be so hard not being able to just come over when your
or i need to talk. I know you'll have fun and i'll be up there
every weekend.. I already got my sheetslol well later guys
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| Done withmy last essay for beldings class!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe this year is almost over! Hey last day of school is gunna be awesome cedar point with my girls!!! well and a coulple of guys.... def stoked! Later | | |
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